Helpless

I finally got in. I lost my password and have not been able to get in. But I am back.

I am feeling really down. Doing business is tough. My competitor is really smart and cunning. They try so hard not to sell but to keep me from selling. I do feel very discouraged.

Lord, I have been crying out to you. You have always said ... TRUST ME. But it is so difficult. Look for the little blessings that I have been giving you. I am your shepherd.

Why is it so difficult for me to trust you? I need a miracle.

Please give me one. Thanks.