Wednesday, January 25, 2006

rrrr ...rrrr...

I just read about a group of with lots of Rs ...

They ...

R...rebel
R ... repent
R ... rescue
R ... rejoice

only to

R ... rebel
R ... repent
R ... rescue
R ... rejoice

I often think that these people never learn. Then I realise that I am very much like them. I rebel against Him, only when I am really suffering will I repent, He will always rescue me and I will rejoice. But only to repeat the circle.

I realise that is why the ultimate sacrifice had to be made. The perfect RESCUE. Because this rescue is for the past, present, and future. Once for all. Thank you for this perfect once for all rescue.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

day one

I only just begun.
The Beginning.
I'm just starting.
What did you expect?
Very simple things upset me
Why?
Why is it so hard to believe that He is in control?
Why is it so difficult to understand that He has the best for me?
Why is it so impossible to remain trusting?
Come back soon, I'm tired.